I've vowed to the Lord that I would read His Word Daily & truly submit myself to His Will for my life, not placing ANYTHING in front of Him &
releasing all of the ways of the world that separate me from Him,
following the 10 commandments (and NO they are NOT "nailed to the cross" or "done away with"- read John 14:15, 1John 2:3-4, James 2:10-11, Romans 3:31) through faith in Jesus Christ & always ask God what I should do in all areas of my life.
So, I've been reading over many books in the bible that I've read many times before but God reveals things to me as He sees fit when He knows it's time for me to see more. I am so grateful for this because it is literally like unwrapping a new gift every time I read the Word of God..
Recently, I have been trying to figure out something that is VERY imperative to understand within the Word & Will of God. I thought I understood this certain thing but then something came out of my research that made me think otherwise. I felt discouraged... Because like many other things taught within these Christian churches of the world that we've all learned PRIOR to finally getting to the TRUTH of who The LORD is, I'm finding that this topic- has too- been distorted to kill the TRUE Gospel of the Kingdom of God. I got filled up with tears and started crying. I felt
"Oh No, I have found SOMETHING ELSE that Satan has deceived the masses with?! I give up!"
I went to lie down in my room & pulled the covers over my head, pouting to myself. My mom came in to minister to me & I just did not want to hear it. I felt defeated in every way imaginable & then Satan's temptations started to flood me within seconds
"It does not matter, you will never get the truth, whatever will be will be, just accept it & live your life the way YOU want because getting it right is far from your reach & just unattainable. Why waste your time, you could be doing something else. Just QUIT trying NOW" Immediately, I knew Satan was trying his best to sift me as wheat & make it where I walked away from God for good.
Then right afterward, the small voice came... My thoughts shifted to
"No. God is not setting His children up for failure. You know He hears your prayers & you know that all of what you HAVE learned in His Word, you have been obedient to. God does not condemn those that are diligently seeking Him & he discerns the hearts of man. He knows that you love Him & He wants to continue a relationship with you. Be patient because although it may seem that everywhere you turn there is a different & often eschewed interpretation of (the matter at hand), God has not left you & will reveal the truth of it in due season. Rest on what you DO know & He will continue to lead you in truth"
I felt immediate comfort & was kinda mad at myself for not having the second thought come first! I immediately repented, prayed & rested with the Faith that God will reveal this topic that has troubled me in His timing.
If you have ever faced a roadblock when trying to understand things concerning the Word & Will of God, I encourage you to read the following scriptures, then pray - asking God to reveal His Word to you so that you will have a conviction in the TRUE Word & Will of God:
"But the
Comforter which is the
Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he
shall teach you all things, and bring to your rememberance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
Peace I leave with you but not as the world giveth give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. - John 15:26-27
"Howbeit, when he, the
Spirit of truth, is come,
he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself: but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak:
and he will show you things to come. He shall glorify me; for he shall receive of mine & show it unto you" - John 16:13-14
"For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God." - Romans 8:14
"My
help comes from the LORD, which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved :
he that keepeth thee will not slumber." - Psalms 121:2-3
So you see, if there are things you do not understand within the Word of God that have yet to be revealed to you, the Holy Ghost (Comforter) will teach it to you in God's timing. When you are someone that is obedient to the Lord, you will receive the mysteries of the Kingdom of God & all that is needed to be known of Him & His Will as time goes by. You do not have to get the understanding by man... For the Spirit of TRUTH will tell you soon enough! Be confident in the Lord your God!
